The List.

It's been about 2 weeks since my last post, and i swore I wasn't going to do that again. This happened before, since I started my blog, I keep forgetting and putting off writing in it -- even though it can be really good for me, since I dont talk to anyone about my feelings, i might as well tell the whole world about them. -- Anyways, I said I wouldn't do it again, and I'll try not to.

But, for this post, I've decided to make a list -- a list of things I want or want to do before I die -- could be called a bucket list -- but no, its not...It's just a list.

1. Graduate High School
2. Get accepted to any school outside of ohio (I'm dying to leave this stupid state)!
3. Become a registered nurse in the childrens oncology ward. (yes, don't have to tell me, it will be a depressing career)
4. Get married -- in my home town, at the church where I was first baptised.
5. Have at the most, 4 kids. I've always wanted two boys and two girls (preferrably two sets of twins -- that would be, i think, ideal)
6. I've already been to 13 states -- but I want to visit all 50.
7. I also want to visit Ireland, for prefferably a whole summer.
8. I want a baby blue jeep wrangler, with black accsessories -- no chrome! ew.
9. I also want a silver shiny jacket just like tiffany schleighs :) -- actually, no. This would be a joke. When she wears it, she reminds me of Michael Jackson. Maybe i'll get her a glove before she leaves for NY.
10. I want to ride in a hot air baloon. Over mountain tops in Colorado.
11. I also want to jump out of an airplane -- preferrably onto a big big big marshmellow, that way, I don't have to worry about hitting the ground.
12. I want a house -- specifically the one that is for sale on Broad Street in my hometown.
13. Behind this house, I want a pool. Inground. With lots of floaties and toys to dive underwater for. A slide, and a diving board.
14. I want a sun room, in my dream house, that would be themed like the beach, that would lead right outside to my inground pool.
15. I've always dreamed of having a "guard" dog, a big, cuddly, black, non-shedding, dog. A Great Dane. With a white star on its chest, and white on its paws. His name will be Deisel.

I've only gotten to number 15, so far. I'm still only in my teens, so really, wishing for something will only hold my standards high. Kinda like all of those "chick flicks"...with the perfect guy, that has all the perfect lines. I've never wanted to hold my standards that high, so I think i'll wait....I'll wait to add to the list.