This will be the last.

This will be the last of my blogs that will be ranting and raving about my ex-boyfriend. I am not looking forward to seeing him for the last time. I am not looking forward to giving him a box of his stuff, and say good-bye forever. He hurt me. He still hurts me. Yet, I still love him. I can still picture marrying him. I am not depressed about it. Actually, I'm happier now because I don't have to think that tomorrow he will say something stupid and just hurt me again. I am now carefree, and don't have to worry about doing or saying anything that will set him off.
I'm a myspace and facebook addict -- and along with myspace comes music. I found a song today that I have absolutely fallen head over heels in love with. It's buy an all guy band, so of course it's meant for a guy to a girl...but I always change it to a girl to a guy. I love this song, so here's the lyrics.

Everything Is You -- Eli Young Band

eternal flame came on the radio

and i remember how you loved it so

memories sneak up on mewhere ever i go

A car like you used to drive

pulled beside me today at the light

chances to break down and cry

yeah where ever i go

and you want me to be strong

anyless just shows im weak

but how'd you turn so cold

wheres the girl(boy!) i use to know

but its love and hate and all these emotions

never thought that you'd be goin

now im just goin through the motions

where everthing is you

everything is you

an inside joke comes to mind

we'd wear them out all the time

memories sneak up on me

where ever i go

and it seems you've disappeared though your not that far away

please tell me its not true

i didn't mean that much to you

its love and hate and all these emotionsn

ever thought that you'd be goin

now im just goin through the motions

where everthing is you

everything is you

what did i do wrong

nothing,i treated you like an angel

i treated you like an angel

and its love and hate and all these emotions

i never thought that you'd be goin

now im just goin through the motions

where everything's you

everything is you

i treated you like an angel