You feel like you're about to lose control, Like the world is taking over.

Tornado Warning: You hear the sirens all around Wadsworth, and yesterday it started with the Band running inside. Not knowing whats going on...For me, is the worst feeling ever. When you finally know what is happening, and what you're in for; you feel accomplished. That feeling, in this frozen-in-their-ways world, quickly leaves. I swear you won't feel it for more than a second, before the human kind feels they have screwed up again. Like they're not good enough, or they become insecure that other people have noticed their accomplishment, and they hide away. Driving in 50 mph winds, going the same speed: Don't do it. You'll soon realize you aren't good enough, and that in itself can make you break down. You feel like you're about to lose control, like the world is taking over, and for just one moment in time, you feel you need to give in. I was racing time, speeding just to see those clear skys. Seeing this black cloud surrounding you, i felt hopeless. I felt like my world was just caving in, and im sure everyone will feel it soon enough. But the black cloud, it just wouldnt go away. I could see the end, I saw the clear sky at the end of this black blanket, but the end just never came. I felt so overjoyed to see the end, but it seemed so far out of reach. It wasnt possible, I couldnt possibly reach it. And I didn't.